and I will never be.

I am so passionate about art but is mine really worth looking at.
I feel as if I have a hopeless gallery, hopeless pieces of art and they don't get much better. Here's a little negativity for a tired saturday night.

I ain't gonna get the recognition.

Is there anyone who would like to suggest how I can manipulate my thoughts into my art to make for a more satisfying standard?!? Everything counts for something!


On another note. I love music. I think we all do.


...if you have an appreciation for the more electronic/experimental music genre by a raw musician, I have something for you:

[link] - Key To The Gate

It is my adoring boyfriend's music. He has amazing musicianship and he is a unique fellow. His music is unique, it is psychological and profound. There's a lot to this music as it has a real story to tell and one which is amazing. It is beautiful to listen to as it provokes thoughtful emotions... almost melancholic yet happy. It is a strange emotion we can have but it is so beautiful all at once. It is moving.

Now that someone I know and absolutely adore is coming up with fantastically raw musicianship and music, it brings a new light to new sounds and thoughts. It makes me feel other real emotions and clearly fantastic love for the one who makes it for me to hear.

Our mission is to unlock our minds, our thoughts, experiences and emotions.
It means a lot to me to hear his music. I hope and believe that it will mean a lot to you too.

I write this journal simply because I am in awe and full of appreciation for an individual of this world who is a large part of my life and his music and himself have impacted me a lot.

And on another-nother note...

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE ... I am in utter gratitude for that, I tell ya what! Just went through half-yearly exams. Today I went to an art day for year 12s. It is a saturday I know, but oh well.
WIP DAVE ... is in even greater progress as of today. I darkened the portrait and attempted to get the face depth even greater. It is coming along. With a few touch ups along the way it should be alright. I have a lot of work to do and concepts to develop.

I think this journal is long enough for the evening. Hope to message more of you soon as you are so intriguing, inspiring, enouraging and talented. Your art is profound, thanks for sharing it with us!