Who else is tired?

Life is hectic. I've been busting my brains merely thinking about the world we live in.

I start to notice that I am more negative than I realise myself to be. And of course it's not good - yet another negative in itself. Argh!

What does an ordinary girl do with her life that is going to make any sort of difference to the world? My "purpose" drives me ridiculously mad, and I start having stupid thoughts about what I mean, if anything, to anyone and it's a spiral of mere stupidity. Why do I do it? Because I'm stupid. And here comes a circle of ridiculousness!!

Before I go, I have been wondering what people think about my art, and whether they think (with a few more years or practise) that it could get somewhere, or become sold in some way. What about my photography? If I got the right equipment, what would you think?

Money! Ah man!

Goodnight dears.